Hey guys, it’s been awhile since the last update… The thing is… I don’t think is going to be another… This time for real…
Let’s be honest, I was a bitch with you, a real cunt in many aspects, and I should just close the blog long time ago.
You really deserve an explanation for this: I’m not happy running this blog. It’s not because of you, it’s not because the trolls, it’s a personal matter. Many things happened when Discordant Derpy was active, not all of them where nice, and many ones related in some way to this blog. On the other hand, was my first pony blog, and I didn’t expect to become this big in fans and story; when I started was looking for a creepy funny syfy thing, but then, at some point, turned into pretentious (Again, was my fault).
I reached the point when doing something related to this blog, or even any pony blog in general is a pain in the ass and in the heart, when the name “Discordant Derpy” only give me unhappiness.
For a short time, was even hard to me draw anything! And when I looked to my deviantart page I realized that I wasn’t drawing anything but OCs and fanart, merely nothing completely original.
I want to start doing things for me instead of looking for the aprovation of others.
Also, there is a thing… I can’t stop thinking in english,and when you can’t stop thinking in other language its becomes really hard to express yourself in your mother one if you don’t have practice or experience (Basically I’m an idiot talking in spanish and en english now). AND I REALLY LOVE SPANISH LANGUAGE! Dudes, I have nothing against english language (Nah, I really have a lot) but to me spanish is prettier. I mean, many people who complain about foreigners talking bad english never tryed to learn spanish, and it’s ok, why? BECAUSE SPANISH IS FUCKING HARD!! I been practically periodically reading english publications and men, you use the same words over and over, in spanish you can say the many thing in some many diferents ways as the eskimos can say white and snow.
However, that’s another day story.
Not only bad things came out of this blog. Hell no, this was a really rich experience! Since I started running it my artwork improved a lot, also my narrative and my god awful english.
I never though I could draw like 1009 pages before this blog!!
And it was a dick move from me to asked for 3000 fans if you wanted the blog again. I acted like a brat, and you didn’t deserve that, I’m sorry, I acted like a primma donna and fucked up everything…
You really were sweet and supportive fans, and you deserve better, but I can’t give to you what you asked.
Discordant Derpy makes me really unhappy… I’m sorry… This is all I can do… I’m not a really good “artist”, and less than a good person. Thanks to you I have become better en both aspects.
I have still my deviantart page if you want, isn’t very active lately but still… http://kiddysa-nekovamp.deviantart.com/
Again I’m really sorry, you are incredible people and I hope one day I’ll be good, happy and mature enough to give you a more decent product that this blog.